I found a very good metaphor for my life in general. It is as if I am a basketball player, and everyone is shouting what I should do.  Shoot the ball.  Pass the ball.  Dribble the ball.  I don't know who to listen to, who to trust, whether my own intuition is worth anything.  

I've been described as one of these.  

 An "old soul" is a term used to describe someone who seems wise and mature beyond their years, often characterized by a deep understanding of life and a preference for things that older people might enjoy.  

Here's a more detailed look at what the term "old soul" often implies:

• Wisdom and Maturity:

  People often describe someone as an "old soul" because they exhibit a level of wisdom and maturity that is not typical for their age. 
• Deep Understanding of Life:

  Old souls are believed to have a deeper understanding of life's complexities and nuances, often reflecting on the bigger picture rather than focusing on trivial details. 
Appreciation for the Subtle:
They often appreciate the finer things in life and have a keen sense of observation, picking up on the subtle nuances of human behavior. 
Meaningful Connections:
Old souls are often drawn to making meaningful connections with others and showing appreciation for the people around them. 
Desire to Learn:
They have a strong desire to learn and explore different subjects, viewing learning as an essential part of life. 
Focus on the Bigger Picture:
When faced with challenges, they tend to see the bigger picture and don't get caught up in the details. 
Potential for being misunderstood:
Some people may find it difficult to understand or relate to old souls, who may seem a bit "weird" or different from their peers. 

 

Queers for Palestine has made it to my neighborhood around the corner and two houses down.  There's an LGBT flag there too hidden behind the tree.  As many people who know me know, I am an LGBTA ally.  However, once they combine that with jumping on the Palestine bandwagon because it is so trendy to call people zios and calling to globalize the intifada, then I'm done with them.  I’m almost 100 percent sure that if I went up to this neighbor who I never actually talked to and asked her to talk about that flag and what she is standing for, she'd probably become extremely defensive and try to shut me out of the conversation. I know she wouldn't take it down.  I'd possibly settle for a conversation about it.