It's strange how we change.  I guess at times I used to think that drinking made me better-looking or something.  But in reality, it is just a way to trick your head into feeling uninhibited.  

I'm living on my own terms now.  Don't try to change me.  And blow your smoke in another direction.    

Also, it's been more than a year since I went to a concert.  I still crave a Prince or Bowie show (too late though now) or a Leonard Cohen show (well he's too old to tour now).  

I guess if Depeche Mode were to tour, I'd consider going.