Worst year ever

This year has just been really bad, between health issues with family members, loss of my grandma, and October 7th.  This, for me, is worse than having Trump as president, worse than dealing with Covid protocols, etc.  I sometimes feel like I don't want to talk to anyone unless I hear them publicly condemn Hamas.  

Sadly enough, I have been fighting with people through YouTube comments over the last few days who believe that the October 7th attacks were justified.  According to a survey done by Birzeit University, it was found that 98% of Palestinians felt more proud to be Palestinian after the October 7th attacks.