One very hard thing about being an adult is the racing mind full of thoughts and creativity that I've had most of my life starting from childhood, and the fact that I can't really have as much of a place for that as an adult because I am just always working and the work world of adults doesn't really have a place for that.  Just productivity and business needs.  

I guess since I didn't have a good family situation, I never really saw what it is like to live a positive life as an adult.  I've wanted that for most of my life, but I think that is most people.